Never Say Never

I received a call from Julie (Lily's mom) on Monday telling me she was going to Guatemala for a visit trip to see her son, Miles. I've said all along that I wouldn't do that to myself again. The reasons:

1. It is too hard to leave
2. I know she is in good care
3. I don't want to disrupt her schedule
4. She won't even know who I am
5. I don't want to leave Mia
6. I'm fine this time around and willing to be patient and meet her when Mia meets her

Ummm...Yeah, right. After talking with Julie, I realized that....

1. I need to see her
2. I need some alone time to bond this time around
3. I want to have pictures for her with just the two of us in Guatemala
4. I'm not going down for the pick-up trip


I leave March 22nd. Julie and I are going to share a suite with the little ones.

Never say never. Adios.